​ABRACADABRA

​Well this is just for fun. Nothing more.

​JUST ONE LOOK

RUNBUDDYRUNNOW

STUMBLIN IN

NOTHIN GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE

Again, it is almost impossible to find a song about love that is not romantic. All I am trying to say in this song is I love these three for what they have done for me and nothing will ever change that.

ETERNAL FLAME

It is very hard to find songs that fit how I really feel. Most times they are more romantic then I want. With a song like this, I just listen to the parts that fit and ignore the parts that do not.

From childhood to old age they have been there. Always ready when they were needed. Always willing to keep me company. As time goes on and life gets harder I do indeed need them more and they are ready and willing. Again, I just ignore the romantic lines.

FRIENDS PAST AND PRESENT

NOSTALGIA

This song and footage do not match...they are not suppose to. To me the song represents life in general. A look back at our lives good times and bad. We all have a past. The guys represent the good times in my life. Back when I was a kid watching these shows with my sisters and brother. Those were the best times. Mom in the kitchen and dad yelling to turn the TV down. I can almost hear him sometimes as I watch the footage.

Guys...what can I say. You were there when no one else even gave me a second thought. No doubt in my mind we will be together forever.

FOR THE FIRST TIME

There came that moment when I suddenly realized what these three guys meant to me. I had loved them as a child...in a child way. And now I realized I still loved them, in a different way of course. They were my strength, my friends, my companions, my family. and I love them for that.

For so many years I forgot about them. Forgot they ever existed. When I needed someone most, they were the one's that came forward and helped me through the worst of the worst.They were the only one's. Welcome back guys!

I know this song is religious, but I felt the need to use it anyway. The guys were there through it all. Always there to talk to, to laugh with, to keep me strong. I do not know what I would have done without them. They helped me move forward when I did not want to. They kept me strong when I felt weak. They gave me someone to talk to when there was no one.They never let me down.


A GHOSTLY WARNING

SECRETS OF THE HEART

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHIN AT ALL

IF WE HOLD ON

MY GUYS

I WILL

I truly love my god and I know he has been with me through it all. As much as I have talked to him, he is a invisible force with no voice. At this time in my life I needed more. I needed to see and hear someone. I believe he knew and he brought me the guys. When my son was born, I thought he was my blessing from god. Gods way of letting me know I was ok. His way of making up for all the cruelties in my life. Now I know my child was just one more curse in a long list of curses. I think god knew I needed someone but I could never trust anyone. So the lord gave me someone I could trust. The song is more romantic then I wanted but I just ignore the parts that do not fit.

I'LL NEVER LOVE THIS WAY AGAIN

I"m not sure why I used this song. I think of the guys like brothers, but I used it anyway. I enjoy this song and this video regardless.

SUGAR TIME

From the time I was a small child till today they have been there. And during the worst of times they stuck close to my side pushing me forward. They never let me down or turned me down. No one wants to face the unknown alone and with them I did not have to. The best friends you could ask for.

I believe the lord above brought me together with the guys. I do not think I could have done it on my own. I think he knew I was in trouble and needed someone to hold on to. He knew how bad I wanted a family so he helped me find one.

THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND

TOGETHER FOREVER

WELCOME BACK

YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND IN ME

YOU RAISE ME UP

Two sisters and a brother, and yet I have been alone most of my life. Friends I have bent over backwards to please only to be used. Again to find myself alone. A son I love more then life itself only to be used again. And again I find myself alone. Looking back in my old age I have come to realize I will probably be alone the rest of my life. I shall die alone. More then anything in the world, I want to be loved by someone...anyone! After years of isolation and disappointment in those I love, I have done what I must do to get through this silent, lonely life. I had friends as a child....TV friends. They were with me through thick and thin as a child and I have come to realize they never left. They saw me through the last two years when no one else cared. They were always there for me anytime I needed them. I now realize they are the friends I have been looking for all my life. They were in my mind and my heart all along. MY TRUE FAMILY, MY BEST FRIENDS!
This page is dedicated to my three best friends.     

 


​STAND BY ME

20 years of abuse, 20 years of loneliness and isolation. 20 years hoping things will change. 20 years of being knocked down and starting life again...only to have history repeat itself. Learning to trust no one but my son, only to have him abuse me worst of all. Being told I never enter his thoughts. After being beaten into the ground so many times, I was not sure I wanted to try again, but I came to realize that abuse is a fleeting thing. As temporary as life itself. Being helpless in life does not mean you will be helpless in death. If there is any justice I will be back, this time I will not be helpless. My son never thought about me in life, but he will remember me then. Every day I will be in his thoughts...talk about being famous. This video is for you my son.

FLYING DREAMS

YOU NEEDED ME

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

For me, this song only means I love the guys forever. Not easy when this song is about a romantic love. Mine is not a romantic love, but a love of friendship and gratitude. Thankful for having these three in my life.

NEVER ENDING LOVE

EVERY TIME WE TOUCH

THROUGH THE YEARS

THE MERCY OF GOD

FOREVER

SPECIAL ANGEL